Life isn't perfect, right? . . . Entry for March 30, 2006

Well, my friend got out of jail, and it was the meds he was taking that was effecting his "performance". But another thing has popped up. I am used to being with guys that are really into me, and can't get enough. Now I'm not an egomaniac, but like everyone else I like the attention, I give as good (if not better) than I get. Well I go over the first night of his release, and even though he invited me over, his reception was lukewarm.

When I got there he was sitting on the couch with his sister-in-law (who shares the same name as me, and if you read the other posts on this, you see a pattern here) and I thought he'd be really happy to see me. But when I tried to kiss him he kinda turned his head so I kissed his cheek instead. That was the first thing. Well, of course it being his first night out, we're drinking in the living room (his brother had already gone to bed) and talking.

I notice right away tho, that I'm kinda left out of the conversation. At one point they joked that she should've waited a couple years, that she was with the wrong brother, ha ha ha. Then as I try to get in the conversation, I notice they made a facetious, sarcastic remark, in front of me, that boiled down to "no, showing everybody everything on the internet doesn't make you a whore. . ." and from that point on, I might as well not have been there.

So I got up and went into his room and laid down. Now most normal males (who've been in jail 2 weeks) after a few minutes would go find out what happened to their date, but he didn't. He continued talking to her in the living room till she went to bed, well over an hour (probably 2) later. I was not a happy camper, so I ignore him for quite some time while feigning sleep. But being the horny bitch that I am, I gave in and got some dick.

We were talking after, and I told him I didn't like the way I had been treated, I felt they had been really rude to me. He said, it wasn't like that, but it was. I also told him that I didn't think I was the he wanted to be with, which (of course) he denied. Now with him living there with his brother and his wife, , and now that he doesn't have a car (sold it to get bail) he's kind of limited on what he can do.

So I know what I should do, this guy has just too much baggage for me and he made me feel cheap, only good for pussy. But for real, I don't want to give up a steady source of sex and I kinda like the guy. Any suggestions?

Take this poll:
What should I do about this guy?

Kick him to the curb - then see if he comes back
2
Dump him for good - there's plenty of fish in the sea
9
Don't say anything - a hard dick is good to find er...good dick is hard to find, something like that
0
Speak openly with him again - then bail if he does nothing about it
1
Other - please leave a comment
1