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Well, my friend got out of jail, and it was the meds he was taking that was effecting his "performance". But another thing has popped up. I am used to being with guys that are really into me, and can't get enough. Now I'm not an egomaniac, but like everyone else I like the attention, I give as good (if not better) than I get. Well I go over the first night of his release, and even though he invited me over, his reception was lukewarm.
When I got there he was sitting on the couch with his sister-in-law (who shares the same name as me, and if you read the other posts on this, you see a pattern here) and I thought he'd be really happy to see me. But when I tried to kiss him he kinda turned his head so I kissed his cheek instead. That was the first thing. Well, of course it being his first night out, we're drinking in the living room (his brother had already gone to bed) and talking.
I notice right away tho, that I'm kinda left out of the conversation. At one point they joked that she should've waited a couple years, that she was with the wrong brother, ha ha ha. Then as I try to get in the conversation, I notice they made a facetious, sarcastic remark, in front of me, that boiled down to "no, showing everybody everything on the internet doesn't make you a whore. . ." and from that point on, I might as well not have been there.
So I got up and went into his room and laid down. Now most normal males (who've been in jail 2 weeks) after a few minutes would go find out what happened to their date, but he didn't. He continued talking to her in the living room till she went to bed, well over an hour (probably 2) later. I was not a happy camper, so I ignore him for quite some time while feigning sleep. But being the horny bitch that I am, I gave in and got some dick.
We were talking after, and I told him I didn't like the way I had been treated, I felt they had been really rude to me. He said, it wasn't like that, but it was. I also told him that I didn't think I was the he wanted to be with, which (of course) he denied. Now with him living there with his brother and his wife, , and now that he doesn't have a car (sold it to get bail) he's kind of limited on what he can do.
So I know what I should do, this guy has just too much baggage for me and he made me feel cheap, only good for pussy. But for real, I don't want to give up a steady source of sex and I kinda like the guy. Any suggestions?
Take this poll:
What should I do about this guy?
Kick him to the curb - then see if he comes back
2
Dump him for good - there's plenty of fish in the sea
9
Don't say anything - a hard dick is good to find er...good dick is hard to find, something like that
0
Speak openly with him again - then bail if he does nothing about it
1
Other - please leave a comment
1
Ya know, just when you think things in your life are getting better, the funny man upstairs pulls the rug out from under ya, just for shits and giggles. They say "everything to a purpose . . ." well, I say FUCK THAT! How about something to MY purpose for a change? Just when I decide that I could probably work thru the obstacles with this guy I'm dating and what happens? He goes to jail for contempt of court, and I get fired from my job (I refuse to sign a write up for something that was not my fault), all on the same day. No biggee on the job thing, I couldn't stand the manager and a recruiter called me about a helpdesk position making 3X as much money. But now my somewhat steady source of sex and companionship is in jail because of his soon to be ex-wife wants more money, to the tune of almost 5 grand. And until he comes up with it, he's stuck there rotting in a cell (ok, maybe that's a little melodramatic), which he can't come up with if he's locked up. . .Catch22.
But on a pervy note, later that same night while I was drowning my sorrows in the chat rooms on Anywebcam, this incredibly hot, young blond lesbian from France (Lola45) asks me if I ever play privately on cam. What's a girl to do? I said hell yeah, of course! I think the guys in the room were a little pissed that she wouldn't let any men perv her cam, but hey, as long as she let me, I didn't care. She had an awesome body, tall, busty and tan. At first she started teasing me, undressing just enough to make me wet, showing off her pert little ass in a yellow lace thong, then all the clothes came off and we got down to business.
I showed her my toys, and she told me she prefers her hands. I told her I would prefer her hands too, lol. As I watched her play, knowing she was getting off watching me play, I just exploded, which sent her over the edge too. Unfortunately, she had to go to work, or I would've kept it up all morning. You know me, I'm greedy when it comes to sex, lol. All in all, a good ending for a real shitty day
Well, I'm in a quandary, lookin for answers this time. Damnit, why can't I just meet a normal happy healthy horny still-single male, who thinks I'm beautiful and sexy, likes to party some, is not an alcoholic, doesn't have ex-wife/children drama in their life, has a decent job, a car, likes music and pool, has a good sense of humor, doesn't mind kids but doesn't want anymore of their own, is good with dogs and cats, likes to fish, doesn't mind exhibitionism or voyeurism (or other isms), has decent teeth. . .the list isn't really that long. . . but it seems every time I meet someone there's a flaw, which is OK, cause I don't want perfect. But the one flaw I have found that would be a show stopper is sexual compatibility, because I like sex. . . ALOT of sex, ol. I find it deepens the emotional attachment in a relationship (ok, ok, it feels real good too).
I've been seeing this guy "Bub" for a week now, I'm really attracted to him in a lot of ways, but his "virility/strength/stamina” isn’t what I would call average. Size is the least of my issues, cause I prefer average (hits my g-spot good!) but . . . damn, this is hard to write about delicately, lol. I wear him out very quickly, and well, he doesn't seem to get as aroused as I do, not as passionate (I'm a VERY passionate person). He does have a "toybox" that rivals mine, but never has yet instigated their use, even when I confiscated one of his vibes, lol. He says he's shy, but I guess only when he's sober. Do I lead him by the hand or what? That's no fun really, not for me if I got to tell him what to do.
This might be all moot anyways, because I haven't heard from him since Friday and he still hasn't called. But he was really hurting at that time due to back surgery done a few months ago for a ruptured disk. Can back problems cause . . .er, virility issues? Let me just say it could be the meds he's taking that's causing the malfunction, or maybe not. But how does one bring the subject up without damaging the ego? Is it possible?
