Like, OMG, she’s writing again! . . . Entry for July 13, 2007

I just realized a few minutes ago that today was Friday the Thirteenth and decided not to press my luck and stay in for the night. It’s been far too long since I’ve posted, but not having my own place has effected me more than I thought it would.

Since I am a Cancer, typically I withdrew into my shell and have kept my thoughts and life to myself. It’s taken me a bit to pull out of my depression and tonight I decided to say "Fuck the World" (I’m listening to 2Pac) and cam and chat on Anywebcam

. Maybe even get a little drunk and horny, hehehe.

Anyways, here’s the last thing I wrote but never finished or posted . . .

Pre-Birthday party! . . . Entry for July 3, 2007

Tomorrow is my birthday, but I went to visit my kids this past weekend and was greeted with a nice surprise when I got there Friday night. My ex Ed was partying in his room with a couple. This chick, Jenny was smoking hot with a small tight little body! And her partner, KC, was pretty sexy too. We participated in a little recreational drug use and pretty soon the clothes started dropping off.

We got started with me pulling out my little bag of toys and started explaining the merits of acrylic dildos, lol. It wasn’t before long that I started licking Jenny’s pussy while KC was sliding my dildo Ruffles in and out of my soaked pussy with my ass high up in the air.

Then Ed started reminiscing about the time he spanked my ass bright red and ended the comment with a solid "whack!" that got my juices running down my leg. Then KC and Jenny started spanking me too and all of a sudden I was cumming all over the place. It was fucking wild! I’m not usually into that kind of kink, but I was that night.

It was a "soft swap" where there’s no actual dick penetration, which was fine with me cause KC had a pretty big cock and I wasn’t in the mood to get stretched out, but I was in the mood to suck the hell out of it! Ed was having some "Mr. Ed" problems, but KC was rock hard and making me gag, but I liked it, lol.

Jenny wasn’t able to get Ed up, which wasn’t her fault cause with all the booze and stuff "Mr. Happy" was malfunctioning, much to Ed’s dismay. I know how Ed is in group sex, and wanted to make sure he wasn’t going to get pissed if I finished KC off.

He said it was cool, and then I really went to work. That thick cock sliding in and out of my mouth while he was making me cum with my dildo, I sucked that dick hard while moaning all over it. It wasn’t long before I was squirting and cumming all over again and again.

Just imagine more of the above all night long and that’s how the evening went . . .

Life is just a fantasy . . . Entry for January 20, 2007

I finally got to see a therapist this Friday and now I’m feeling good enough to finish this post, thank (insert deity name here)!

I get asked sometimes about what would my “fantasy” be, but I can honestly say I don’t really have one (other than a 3-some with Angelina Jolie and Brad Pitt, lol). There are some things I have yet to experience sexually, however. I’ve never “topped” a guy (but I need a strapon first) or fucked a pre-op TS (best of both worlds, hehehe) but I don’t “fantasize” about these things.

I did, however, live someone else’s fantasy at the swing party I went to this past weekend. Many women have dreamed of being in a threesome with 2 other girls, and last Saturday night I got lucky. It wasn’t my first time in that situation, but the last time I did it was probably over 20 years ago. Nevertheless, it was one of the tastiest good times I’ve ever had.

Saturday night started off really good. Almost as soon as I got there, I ran into the hot blond chick I made cum at the last party I went to. It was kinda funny too, because when my friend Eric asked me if I remembered her, and I was like “Hmmm, no, should I?” Then he told me she was the chick I molested when we were leaving and I laughed and was like “OMG, that was you?”

I told her how fucking hot it was last time we met and I started kissing her and lifted her skirt for another taste. Her mouth was as sweet as her pussy, and I told her that too. I hadn’t even finished my first drink yet and I wanted to socialize a little, but I told her I wanted to see her again later. Throughout the night I flirted, shot pool and shook my ass all over the dance floor and generally had a great time.

At one point when I went in the “restroom” (which is a small room with the toilet area off to one side) to change clothes, I ran into my Blondie and this other chick I had kissed and flirted with earlier in the evening. Her name was Cat, a hot young little redhead. I don’t remember how it started, but right there in the restroom, all three of us started making out. At first it was just friendly kissing and nipple licking, but I had just changed into a see-thru black mesh nighty and was feeling very naughty.

Lucky for me both ladies weren’t wearing any panties under their dresses, so I dropped to my knees and had a taste of them both. Damnit started getting hot in there, lol! Especially when I whipped out “Ruffles” (my clear acrylic dildo) from the little purple mesh backpack I always take with me to these parties. I showed them the toy and explained how frictionless and good it felt inside me, with the ridges stimulating my g-spot.

Then I put Ruffles to good use and slipped it in my soaking wet pussy while I was on my knees, riding it up and down. I ate Cat’s hot little pussy to my hearts content, while watching her suck on Blondie’s titties, it was such a turn on! I fucked my dildo faster and came wetly all over the shaft while sucking on Cat’s hard little clit, then all of a sudden the door popped open and the fun ended.

It was another lady I had seen often at these parties. But she didn’t look too happy to see that I was having fun with one of her little play toys, so I stopped. I made a mental note to check out both these sexy chicks later on in the evening when they were alone. I ended up getting pretty wasted at one point from drinking my homemade white grape/peach wine. Man, I make that shit potent if I do say so myself, about 30 proof, lol.

I went wandering out of the poolroom where I usually hang out and over to the tables near the dance floor to bum a cigarette. That’s when I spotted Blondie and Cat again, and I liked what I saw. Cat was sitting at one of the tables and Blondie was on her knees in front of her, underneath the table and licking away at the girl’s pussy.

It was kinda ironic, because at the last party we went to, it was me under the table and Blondie was the one getting the licking, lol. Once I saw what they were doing, I never hesitated and dove under the table myself. I lay on my back with Blondie’s pussy positioned over my face, and spreading her sweet lips, I licked away. There must have been 3 or 4 couples sitting all around us, watching . . . it was extremely erotic!

From my position on the floor I could see Cat’s pretty face while I sucked on Blondie’s clit, and she was watching me with an expression of ecstasy on her face. Apparently Blodie was giving as good as she got, lol. I slipped a of couple fingers inside Blondie’s tight, wet pussy and gave that g-spot a good work out. I could hear her muffled moans coming from Cat’s pussy where she had her face buried.

I felt her cum drip down my cheeks and fingered her harder and licked her faster, and I felt her body tremble under my hands again. It was so fucking hot! Unfortunately I had to finally come up for air, because I was getting dizzy from my upside-down position and crawled out from under the table. I kissed them and tasted both their pussies in my mouth at the same time . . . that was fucking cool!

I went home not long after that (after sobering up that is) and immediately took out my toys. I closed my eyes and relived the night’s events as I slipped the cool acrylic dildo into my throbbing pussy. I pictured both women making love to me at the same time as I applied my little blue dolphin vibe to my clit. I came almost instantly as soon as those visions reached my mind’s eye.

Now that would be a fantasy I would love to have filled . . .